Aftercall: January 2009

I've never been too good at arguments. I walk out of the conversation easily. Hands down. It's not that I don't know how to defend myself, nor am I bad at proving people I'm right.

It might just be because I'm tired. Tired of having to mouth off words that I know will lead to nothing but pain and more trouble. I've worn myself out that mentally, I can't seem to get my whole system to work like what it used to.

Although, it's a lot different when you're having a fight with someone you love. It tends to get a bit complicated.

You try to hold yourself back from saying too much that as you try to reason out, you end up losing as you give up the fight. Thinking that if you'd go on with it, your ego wins but then you'll lose the one you love. Never mistake your pride to something you think losing someone important is worth it.

You ask if this has something to do with what had recently happened. You're right. It's just a little misunderstanding that was a bit my fault. I know well enough not to push it. I did apologize, but she's still upset.

And so she returns from a month-long hiatus.

It's been weeks since my last post. I'm beginning to think my bloggie here's sulking. I can't say for now if I'm back to blogging on a daily basis but I'll be updating. As what I'd usually do.

And what am I doing up so early in the morning?

Have I felt so guilty about letting cobwebs lurk all over the place?

The truth is, I woke up thinking that we were supposed to be working on our rest day and I thought to myself that if I came in early I could log out early too. Good thing I sent an sms to my team captain that she reminded me that it was my regular schedule today since I had someone to swap temporary schedules with for this week. Talk about dopiness.

Maybe, as what my mother said, I got too excited to wear my new shirt that I wanted to go to work that early. Oh well. Rather than going back to sleep and taking back the energy from my body, I'll just surf around the net for a while.

Oh, I recently downloaded movies that I truly enjoyed. And if you're interested on downloading the latest movie there is in the market without being fooled about it being fake or a bad copy then go to this site: ExtraTorrent. I strongly sugg

est you read the comments before downloading so you'll know the rating of each movie by people who had already downloaded and watched them.

One of the movies I downloaded was The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.

A story about a man who ages backwards. Born an old man (in the body of an infant) and dies as a beautiful baby boy (going back to the body an infant). The heavily CGI-ed movie is quite impressive. I'm not exactly a fan of Brad Pitt, because everytime I hear or see a movie of his it makes me think that he's only getting good reviews because he's good looking. But in this movie he seems somewhat charming, in the sense that it's not too overwhelming but just enough to get you interested about how he's going to look aging younger every 2 years. Isn't it a bit weird? Talking about aging younger. I won't be dishing out details here, wouldn't want to spoil ya. But if you've got nothing better to do, watch this movie and better have chips while you're at it.

Another movie I downloaded was The Love of Siam.

I saw this at a local mall, flashing scenes of the movie. What got me interested was the part that the main characters kissed. And so you ask what's new about a couple kissing. Well, for one they're guys. Not the overly-macho type of guys you'd normally see on gay movies but teeny-bopper looking guys. What sets apart this movie from other known gay flicks is the subplot. Again, I won't give out too much detail. All I can say is this movie is worth watching. Whether alone or with your friends.

Oh, and about her? Doing fine beyond what I've expected.