Thursday, October 2, 2008

Lubdub

A sudden realization just hit me. I'm too self absorbed.
No wonder I don't care that much about anything other than myself.
Hohum.

To be utterly at a loss for words and stories to post.
Oh my. Something people (bloggers) would normally fear of.
Writer's block.

There's this certain event in my life that seems to keep playing over and over in my head.
A chance perhaps wasted. All the what-ifs seems to overflow my mind.
To betray a friend for the sake of love. Or to deprive myself of happiness for my friend's sake.
How I wish I could have gracefully died a martyr, but no, I had to live on and be haunted by it for the rest of my life.

Segue here:

Anyone here been involved in a love tri?

4 comments:

Ishna Probinsyana said...

I experienced that too. I got nothing to blog. :|

iceah said...

was there c: in the middle c: not easy c:

Anonymous said...

hay mao sad la ko kaayo update kay writer's block pud. hehe. betrayal of self in order not to betray another is betrayal nonetheless... ana sa akong nabasahan. dilemma noh?

wa pa man nuon ko na involve sa love tri. hehe.

myles said...

i've been in that kind of scenario before...my "boyfriend" and I broke and I asked one of my bestfriends to call him up and make a way for me and my ex to be together again...unfortunately, they fell in love and i was suddenly out of the picture.

i cant blame them, nobody can stop love from coming. good thing it happened, or else...i wont be able to meet the love of my life. nice post.

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